What Happens to a Dream Deserved?

What have I done
to deserve this dream?
This amazingly beautiful,
Unapproachable geek:
She's not just too pretty.
She's too smart for me.
I'm always amazed
How seeing her smile
Could make me shut up
and just listen a while.
Those classes, just a peek:
The highlight of my week.

What have I done
to deserve this dream?
With friends like you,
Who needs enemies?
I don't know how long
Telling me things
I didn't know about her,
Enchanting little details
I don't need to hear.
I may have to start a religion,
and then start believing.

What have I done
to deserve this dream?
She's always right
In front of me, and
Never within reach.
I have a muse
Who doesn't know I exist.
Nothing can come of this.
I'm no Dante, and she
Exceeds Beatrice.
At least the poetry
Won't be missed.