The Changing of the Mind

I used to idealize you.

I used to idolize you.

I used to fetishize you.

I used to hate you

With all the fire

Of a bad, poorly timed,

Inconveniently located

Infection.

I used to wonder if you'd changed.

I used to wonder where you went.

Now I just wonder where the time went.

I wonder at my old spending habits.