Not Maiden, Nor Mother, Nor Crone (Watching the World Die)

If to err is human, then I am superhuman,

But if humanity is found in empathy,

Then I am something altogether alien.

I never did learn how age should feel.

I never learned to ride a lifecycle.

I cannot get on now, as a child.

I do not persist under any illusions.

I know I was not born to rule.

I will not grow up or do anything cool.

I could not pedal on to parenthood.

My conscience would not permit it.

I see why they choose this life for themselves:

It is a choice in the absence of choice.

They lack the skills to survive anyway else,

But how could they teach this to their kids?

Yet, though I am all curmudgeon,

I am no elder.

I give no wisdom. Only knowledge. Only this:

Sentience and hive minds are incompatible.

Pride in one's country will not prevent its fall.