But I Look Elsewhere

My living keeps my eye on English,

But I look elsewhere in my spare time.

It's not as though I keep a list,

But certain people help me rest my eyes.

It's not like I have any expectations.

It's always a surprise when I return the favor,

But I'll be even more surprised If I ever

Catch fruit from the trees of my unlabor.

See, the girls never look back at me

Until the world and I are on the outs.

It's always nice when she notices me,

But why did she notice me now?