I Don't Believe You

It's not because of that one time, with that one girl,
Or those other months, so far from home.
In spite of those, it's not that simple.
I can make myself that simple, but I couldn't do it to you.

I want to believe you.  I think I want to.
Though I'm not sure about that last part.
I'm sick of saying stupid things to smart, pretty
People.  Guys this ugly don't get that lucky.

I could be wrong.  I'm sorry about that.

I'm used to apologizing for the way I think.
My only other choice is believing in a romance
That may not exist outside my head.