I have a self-mocking confidence.
I do still aspire to competence,
Some of the time.
I can’t help but acknowledge a physical decline.
I can’t bring myself to the same, of the mind,
So when the earth and the circumstances align,
I ride, nearly run, past concern and lost time.
My heart rate, my breathing, my passions all climb.
My production, my intellect, respond in kind.
All in all, and in short, I come on too fast,
Canted over, I carve the curves,
Tires tracing the twister parts
Of a several-season-cycle semester abroad,
The epic apex of my extended adolescence,
and I am befuddled, and suddenly struck
By the enlightenment that, right or wrong,
Most of my life is the time of my life.
I shouldn’t continue, but heck, I’ve begun.
Of my many ill-advised verses, here’s one,
Written to entertain, starting with me,
and perhaps as a shotgun boost for self-esteem,
and because I find writing incomparable fun.
I don’t mean to suggest things that oughtn’t be done,
But the more-than-ten-years-ago version of me
Would move worlds for the you that has just come to be,